things just don't feel right;
like i'm squeezing a square peg in a round hole.
i miss the frequent visits, the long talks, dancing in the dark, and pook tea.
i miss being the apple of her eye, the center of her universe, so much so that she would NEVER leave an argument unsettled to go take an apparently-more-important nap.
she just couldn't.
what's going on? is there someone else? something else?
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in other news, ally broke up with drew; something i'd never expect in million years, but things change. love is strange. laura is sick as a dog, and there's nothing i can do about it, poor roommate. the weather sucks, and i'm jittery from the caffeine pill i took this morning to stay awake while studying for my latin test.
this weekend laura and i picked lola up from mercyhurst. i'm a little peeved i coughed up $35 alone to fill my gas tank twice, but whatever. we went to heenan's saturday night, which was an awesome time and we made friends with our taxi driver named Stalin. by "friends" i mean he's been calling laura to ask us to hang out with him. he's from somalia, so his english is... not so great. i've actually had a life these past few weekends; what's going on? i forgot how great heenan's is!
everything at work is going well. i am getting a little bored saying the SAME thing over and over and over, but the money is great. i work 20 hours a week and my paychecks are usually around $280+. the check i'll be getting saturday should be really pretty; my manager told me i made $20/hour.
i'm going CRAZY waiting for the dmb summer tour dates!
i hope to hit up pittsburgh, saratoga springs, possibly colorado, and obviously darien lake. who's in?
i compulsively check
antsmarching.com and
dmb.com, but no dates are confirmed yet. Because of Winn Dixie comes out friday, featuring dave matthews, and we're going to see it when i get out of work! i'm so excited!