without music i can't live!
Last days i feel somwhow lazy...wehh,, why so lazy?? Even if the exams are coming... even if it's already spring, and so many to do.. the laziness rulz.XD
This morning I was thinking, and still wondering, why some people are dissapointed in another people, even if they're close to them, too late... it's weird. I've always thought , people realize the unsureness of humanity from the first years of their lives.. but seems , it isn't so...
so if it isn't so.. then , why they have to suffer because of some idiots. Somehow i think, i would give my life, lie a guarantee that all the world would be really happy, and there will not be any war, or conflicts... because all starts from dissapointment..
and why people don't try to talk to each other...hehe,,the motto: "conversation is the solution of all the problems"..nne/?
even so, i feel lucky, i was dissapointed from my first years in people. when you are dissapointed even in your family, then whom can you trust ??... i guess, only in yourself...
why lucky?? because now i don't have to suffer... well, actually, i cant say, NO suffering,, but still they aren't like too hard to pass over... but, still, thinking that people were happy , and with no care, living happy the childhood , sounds so beautiful... but getting hurt is hard....hard for soul... so maybe.... maybe it can't be explained..
oh.. this song is guilty, it makes me feeling like that!!
AND somehow , without music, i can't live~~!
This morning I was thinking, and still wondering, why some people are dissapointed in another people, even if they're close to them, too late... it's weird. I've always thought , people realize the unsureness of humanity from the first years of their lives.. but seems , it isn't so...
so if it isn't so.. then , why they have to suffer because of some idiots. Somehow i think, i would give my life, lie a guarantee that all the world would be really happy, and there will not be any war, or conflicts... because all starts from dissapointment..
and why people don't try to talk to each other...hehe,,the motto: "conversation is the solution of all the problems"..nne/?
even so, i feel lucky, i was dissapointed from my first years in people. when you are dissapointed even in your family, then whom can you trust ??... i guess, only in yourself...
why lucky?? because now i don't have to suffer... well, actually, i cant say, NO suffering,, but still they aren't like too hard to pass over... but, still, thinking that people were happy , and with no care, living happy the childhood , sounds so beautiful... but getting hurt is hard....hard for soul... so maybe.... maybe it can't be explained..
oh.. this song is guilty, it makes me feeling like that!!
AND somehow , without music, i can't live~~!