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[dumbstruck12]

I really have no idea if its just pms or im going crazy. There's still a month left and im getting butterflies and i start crying just thinking about going back. Im going through the realism stage where im over the soo happy/ excited to go back but now its just that im afraid everything is going to be just like how i dreamed and feared it would be. Its been 2 whole fuckin years! All day the only thing i can think about is Asim or California.
I'm not saying that im not happy to go back...i am..like wow amazingly.
I'm scared that's it..
I have these wonderful memories and im scared once i go back theyre going to be shattered!