Feb 26, 2005 18:41
i totally believe in kharma. you know what goes around comes around. well lately ive been treated like shit. people talk so much about me like im the worst kid in the fucking world. well im not & i dont deserve to be talked about all the muthafuckin time. i am so sick of hearing "your the talk of the whole family". my god is there nothing else better to talk about?! i mean seriously people get a life & leave mine alone. i know things have gone around & when they come back around i will laugh. i wish bad upon no one but when kharma bites them in the ass i will most certainly have a good laugh.
ya know so much stuff has been said about me & heard so many versions of everything that its hard to believe whats true & whats not. well believe me when i say NONE OF THAT SHIT IS FUCKING TRUE!!!! i have so many emotions running through me at this moment. im angry/dissapointed/sad/stressed out/furious/depressed so many emotions its crazy. its sad when someone has to pray that no one will talk about them the next day & hope that they have a good day without any worries or stress about who's gonna say what. im so sick of being the talk of the town. i wish everyone could just leave me alone.
i have done nothing that horrible to deserve to be talked about if i was such a fucked up kid. im not a druggie. im not a drunk. im not addicted to cigs. im not a ho. im not a gangster girl. i dont fight. so ive failed a couple of times & i lied one time. oh my gosh is that really so much to talk about me as if i was the worst kid in the whole world.
my personal life is my business not YOURS.
i DONT DO what the "crowd" is doing. i think for myself.
fuck all dem hatas out thurr who talk their shit.
fuck em all.
holler!