Apr 03, 2006 17:56
I'm trying to transfer to the Neighborhood Market on Lindsay and Baseline, into the Pharmacy. They can't make up their minds about having me there but a lot of people say they need me. Then Why not let me start tomorrow? Grrrr
You think I would be happy b/c things are going good. But I'm not. I'm miserable. Why? Who knows. But basically I feel trapped and alone. I feel unmotivated and I have no desire for anything anymore. More and more evreyday I want to move to Colorado. I can't make the feeling go away.
Many of you may think I'm being dumb or whatever, but sometimes I can't help how I feel. I try but I'm always depressed. Sigh... And I'm gaining weight. Don't say you can't tell or whatever, but i know I am.
Ok bye