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[dumblonde]

i don't know who i am anymore
knowing i ruined it all
i'm at the edge of the cliff
all i have to do is fall

end everything now
but this would be wrong
too caught up in this to see
that all my dreams would be gone

i dont want to live life wondering what if
i need to look ahead
way pass the edge of that cliff
find a different solution instead

too selfish to see
that everyone will suffer
all because the guilt in me

it's not too late to turn around
i dont have to do this now
there is too much more to life i've found
i know i'll get rid of this feeling somehow

someday things are gonna be changed
when all this is done
it'll be okay to see
that i wasn't the only one

for now i'm gonna try to deal with this
i dont know if i can on my own
i'll be waiting for that day in life
when i dont have to feel alone