May 03, 2006 11:07
Ok so this sucks…
I forgot my key and I’ve been looked out for an hour and a half….
I wish I had a memory….
So far I have sat in the lounge and watched Ellen, Came to the computer lap and checked my email, my Myspace, my Facebook, my Livejournal, and now I’m so incredibly board I’m even updating it! Wow… I know…
Just to let everyone know I’ll be coming home Monday through Wednesday! So please hang out with me!
Laura moves out of the dorm today, Kristin tomorrow, and Shaena the day after that…
It’s hard to think that the girls that I’m so used to being there 24 hours a day, wont be there anymore. I don’t want them to go; they are my best friends. The fact that my Kristin will be two hours away is so heartbreaking; who else will I stay up the whole night talking with? I almost can wait for the school year to start up again just so I can have my central friends close again… Its so hard wanting to go home and wanting to have everything stay the same at the same time. Who will make me watch General Hospital and sing the song with? Who will I make fun of for reading porno books? Who else will I keep tallies with? Who else will eat an entire pint of Ben and Jerry’s with? Who will keep me updated on American Idol and watch AMTM with? I feel as if when they go, I will lose a part of myself. I will no longer have my awesome, loud, drunken neighbors ever again. I will never be able to say that Fuescha is my first floor RA and that we are the floor of the year for Cobb… I will never again be able to say that I was a Cobb 105 lady… I feel like I’m graduating all over again and leaving everyone behind again to grow up and change, yet I fear tomorrow for I don’t know what will even happen today.
Good luck everyone
I love you.
Jen