Aug 25, 2003 21:03
at the begining of the summer i had a seizure. my mom was on some bullshit saying i had to go to the hospitial. fuck that. i fucking hate hospitials. she said i couldnt swim all summer. cause i might have a seizure while in the water. then i would drown'd. i bought 4 new bathing suits this year. i went swimming a lot. fuck doctors. im sick again though. and i might have to go to the hospitial. i dont want an IV in my arm. needles in my veins is my biggest fear. well apart from the being alone one.
speaking of dying, im making a list of people that will not be allowed at my funeral. i will hire a bouncer. a big tough guy one. if your on the list, you aint gettin in. this is so that no one can come pretendin like they knew me.