been awhile
yeah its been awhile.. hope ya'll don't miss me to much! lol yeah so hows everyone been? me.. well lets just say life sucks up here... yeah so let me tell u about my last couple days down state... friday after exams i stayed after for abit trying to find tom so i could say good bye.. no luck there.. then i had to leave because my ride got there... yeah... so i don't remember what i did after that.. i kno josh was over.. i think we went to my sisters bcuz the moving ppl where there and we did not want to deal with them.. i spent the night at my sister bcuz i had no bed... saturday josh came over bright and early bcuz we had to go back to my house and help my family... woo hoo there... yeah.. i broke down around 1 and started crying soo hard... did not stop till i left around 3:00 and did not even really stop till i got to josh's house anmd i made myself think about other things... then we went back to my house.. got babs my dog and took her to my sisters for the night... took a shower... then josh took a shower.. while i was stand there "doing" my hair.. wink wink wink lol yeah so at 4:45 we left to head our way to pontica... woot woot... got to sears.. we got our pictures taken! haha it was fun and funny at the same time.. the guy who took the pictures gave us great prices... yeah... then we went to the hotel and ate food.. went down to go swimming.. LMAO the water was FREEZING!! i would not get in.. haha my sister came up to go swimming and decide not to with me bcuz it was cold... ummm... decide the room was to packed so went back to my sister... josh spent the night! YAAY got the best sleep all week... ummm... sunday morning... omg! we wont get there.. i swear i have never cried to much in my life time... it was soo hard for me to leave.. i did not want to at all.. and to make it worse josh was there so it made it even harder to leave.. it would have been harder to leave if he was not there tho.. but o well... the ride up here blew balls!!still crying all the way up... i did not stop once.. like almost 5 hours crying just there... got up here.. hated life already... everyone went to dinnering and i stayed home.. i was still crying... but yeah what could i have done... called josh.. talked to him.. which made it better some what... monday the movers came and brought us our stuff... kellen and I took the 4 wheeler and the dirtbike out for a ride like all day.. josh did not go to school.. he went and got his puppy... called him about 2:45 and talked to him for a bit... i miss him sooo much... tuesday sat on my ass all day... i swear i am gonna get fat.... wensday/yesterday drove to traverse in the house van... haha tried to kill everyone one the road.. i wasn't paying attention at all... today is my 5 months with josh and i don't even get to spend it with him.. he sent me something in the mail as an over night thing but when the mail came today, it did not :( yeah so here i am sitting at the computer at this gay house wishing i was home down state with all my friends and most of all with my boyfriend but noo i have to be up here!!! WTF!! well i am out ttyl... love ya'll and miss ya'll! hope ur having a fun time with out me..
Arleen
Arleen