i am tired and sad and stressed. so this is the result:

[dumbduck411]

I am so sad right now, and i dont know why. I have nothing to be sad ABOUT. I cant ever remember being this happy. Maybe its just the realization that you can plan your life all you want, but that doesnt mean that it is gonna work out how u want it to. You cant control how you feel, or dont feel, about someone.

a part of me always thought we would make it. But we didnt, and thats life. And now look how fucked up we are.

humph. i need to go to bed.