3 things
Today, i thought i saw Sam. It was really really strange. I was sitting over with the jumpers and something in my mind told me to look up, so i did. And it was like i was staring STRAIGHT at sam. And he was staring straight back and when we met eyes he smilied. at least from what i could tell. I would have sworn to god it was Sam. I nearly jumped up and started running toward him, until i realized there was NO way that it could be him. So i forced myself to look away and when i looked again, he, whoever he might be, was gone.
How strange. I might be going insane.
2 other things:
maybe my mother was right, bout me eating so much sugar. She wants me to go on a diet. Or change my diet i suppose would be a better term for it. I refuse, for two reasons. First off, there is only one point in ur life where u can eat whtaever the hell u want when u want it, and thats me right now. And second, im afraid that if i start limmiting myself on sugar etc, who knows what that could lead to. But today I was trying to do pushups and i just felt like i had zero strength, even though i hadnt excersized at all yet. And i thought about it, i hadnt eaten anything but sugar all day, and the day before that. all of the days before that too. Not even exadurating. and some ham. but thats it
eh, well whatever, we will see.
and the other thing...
my body is in shock. I couldnt warm up all day today cuz im so used to Cali weather. I walked outside this morning and every cell was like "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? GO BACK INSIDE TO WHERE THERE IS HEAT CUZ THERE AINT NO WAY YOUR GOING OUT IN THIS." or something to that extent. lol.
still in Springbreak remission.
this could be awhile!
How strange. I might be going insane.
2 other things:
maybe my mother was right, bout me eating so much sugar. She wants me to go on a diet. Or change my diet i suppose would be a better term for it. I refuse, for two reasons. First off, there is only one point in ur life where u can eat whtaever the hell u want when u want it, and thats me right now. And second, im afraid that if i start limmiting myself on sugar etc, who knows what that could lead to. But today I was trying to do pushups and i just felt like i had zero strength, even though i hadnt excersized at all yet. And i thought about it, i hadnt eaten anything but sugar all day, and the day before that. all of the days before that too. Not even exadurating. and some ham. but thats it
eh, well whatever, we will see.
and the other thing...
my body is in shock. I couldnt warm up all day today cuz im so used to Cali weather. I walked outside this morning and every cell was like "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? GO BACK INSIDE TO WHERE THERE IS HEAT CUZ THERE AINT NO WAY YOUR GOING OUT IN THIS." or something to that extent. lol.
still in Springbreak remission.
this could be awhile!