Feb 06, 2005 02:20
i want things DIFFERENT. I just want a break, i want to break out of the normal and get away. Away from my friends, away from andrew, away from everybody and everything. I want to be someone different so badly. And that way i could re-realize why im so lucky to be friends with the people i am, and re-realize how badly i love the people i surround myself with every day. I want to be like Katie, go away to france, get away from it all, and learn to appreciate home. Its all about distancing. Im not very good at distancing iv decided.
But u cant always have what u want. And i cant be someone different, because for the moment, im grounded to this spot and i cant move.
I guess i just feel that iv never been grounded for this long.
make any sense? didnt think so.
im out.