venting!
i am so sick of my mom
i mean. i love her. but sometimes she jus pisses me off so much
becuz she expects me to do EVERYTHING when it comes to jim
i have to go to all his games. i have to go to all his events. i HAVE TO, absolutely HAVE to seee him friday when he gets ready for his ball. i hAVE to help
them with their stupid dinner at bobs house. its jus SOOOO important for my to
"spend time with the family" ..... its not even that. its jus that jim
so so freakn important to her. and everything that has to do with him
is so freakn important to her. Has he ever seen me off to ani of my proms? NO.
has he ever went to ani of my events? no. so wat is the fuckn big deal if i MISS
THIS ONE??? its not like i didnt see him off las year. its not like i never
go to ani of his things. jeez. she cant jus PLAN on me helpn out with HIS ball.
just becuz its important to HER> jeez. wat the fuck. does she get mad when he never
wants to go to the movies with me and her? NO. does she get mad when he doesnt want
to go out to dinner or lunch with me and her? NO. does she get mad when he doesnt
eat dinner at home and cook dinner with me and her? NO. but if I ever try to do that. WATCH OUT NOW. theres a STORM a brewen@!!!!!! fuckn a. wat the fuck is up with this stupid ass double standard???? FIRST from my dad! bout him being all sexist and me not being able to do anithing cuz im a fuckn girl. and now from my MOM just becuz its important for ME to be there for my brother when it doesnt matter if is there for ME. wat the fuck. can i ever get a fuckn break around here?
its not like im missn his graduation!!!!! i will probably be here to see him dressed up, but jus cuz im not gonna go to bobs to watch them eat dinner and take pictures. wat the fuck!@ i am not a fuckn maid! i dont wanna jus wait around for them so i can set their table so they can eat and do their dishes when they are done and make the food as well!
my mom gives me this big guilt trip like. "ooh, i jus want to remind u that friends will come and go but family will always be here" (becuz im going to lauras house on friday and sleepn over and will miss the whole dinner for jims ball,which i wont even be eatn, im jus expected to help jus becuz thats my job) can u believe she would use such a guilt trip on me??? FAMILY will always be here. omg. its jims fuckn BALL. hes going to be hanging out with his friends! thats wat ball is about! FRIENDS! wat the fuck do i need to be there for?! jus cuz she wants me to wash the goddamn dishes! and set their table. and help cook the food! i fuckn do not think so. does this not make sense to anione else?!?!?!?!!?
i mean. i love her. but sometimes she jus pisses me off so much
becuz she expects me to do EVERYTHING when it comes to jim
i have to go to all his games. i have to go to all his events. i HAVE TO, absolutely HAVE to seee him friday when he gets ready for his ball. i hAVE to help
them with their stupid dinner at bobs house. its jus SOOOO important for my to
"spend time with the family" ..... its not even that. its jus that jim
so so freakn important to her. and everything that has to do with him
is so freakn important to her. Has he ever seen me off to ani of my proms? NO.
has he ever went to ani of my events? no. so wat is the fuckn big deal if i MISS
THIS ONE??? its not like i didnt see him off las year. its not like i never
go to ani of his things. jeez. she cant jus PLAN on me helpn out with HIS ball.
just becuz its important to HER> jeez. wat the fuck. does she get mad when he never
wants to go to the movies with me and her? NO. does she get mad when he doesnt want
to go out to dinner or lunch with me and her? NO. does she get mad when he doesnt
eat dinner at home and cook dinner with me and her? NO. but if I ever try to do that. WATCH OUT NOW. theres a STORM a brewen@!!!!!! fuckn a. wat the fuck is up with this stupid ass double standard???? FIRST from my dad! bout him being all sexist and me not being able to do anithing cuz im a fuckn girl. and now from my MOM just becuz its important for ME to be there for my brother when it doesnt matter if is there for ME. wat the fuck. can i ever get a fuckn break around here?
its not like im missn his graduation!!!!! i will probably be here to see him dressed up, but jus cuz im not gonna go to bobs to watch them eat dinner and take pictures. wat the fuck!@ i am not a fuckn maid! i dont wanna jus wait around for them so i can set their table so they can eat and do their dishes when they are done and make the food as well!
my mom gives me this big guilt trip like. "ooh, i jus want to remind u that friends will come and go but family will always be here" (becuz im going to lauras house on friday and sleepn over and will miss the whole dinner for jims ball,which i wont even be eatn, im jus expected to help jus becuz thats my job) can u believe she would use such a guilt trip on me??? FAMILY will always be here. omg. its jims fuckn BALL. hes going to be hanging out with his friends! thats wat ball is about! FRIENDS! wat the fuck do i need to be there for?! jus cuz she wants me to wash the goddamn dishes! and set their table. and help cook the food! i fuckn do not think so. does this not make sense to anione else?!?!?!?!!?