television is broke->
yeah so ... today was kind of a shity day besides spending the day with my love and Keri. I'm super nervous about what my rents[my dad] is gunna say about me going to Fla with Gary and his family for christmas vacation. Lastnight I got so nervous I almost threw up! Then I'm still really nervous about my results and finding out what the hell is wrong with me. I found out today from Fig that Heathers grandpa passed away over the weekend and I haven't talked to her since Fri. I've been calling her but theres no answer. pooie! basically those old feelings of bla[ness] and not feeling right and shit are starting to dwell back and I'm not likeing it at all! I'm happy as a mofo and things are kinda goin in the right direction for me. poop on a stick. iono. lol I just find myself worring about everything. I hope everything turns out good and goes my way so I can be a happy camper with my love! well I'm gunan chillax with my one and only, Gary!!<3
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R.I.P. Heather's Grandpa
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R.I.P. Heather's Grandpa