Feeling a bit...odd
Things are...interesting.
Getting back into the community isn't necessarily hard but I'm having a hard time 'fitting in' quite like I used to. Seems like tho who expect me to the comfortable with them end up disappointed with my reservations, and those who I actually want to get to know only seem interested in some bizarre detached physicality. Perhaps I've been away too long and have just forgotten what to expect, or perhaps I'm just not as much of an open book as I used to be. I seem to take far less pleasure from my interactions now than I used to.
Perhaps it's just that I want more than what I'm getting.
Either way been drinking entirely too much water, and it's having an all around positive effect on a wide array of problems I've been having for half a decade. It's kind of funny how I never even considered the repercussions of not drinking any water at all until now. The biggest side effect, however, is definately a lack of energy. What I wouldn't give for the fucking midwest to have decent coffeeshops right now. Whateverthefuck that place was at Anthrocon has spoiled me, I demand good fancy coffees and I will not accept that muddy fucking mediocrity that they call Starbucks.
O well, all I need is some caffeine and for someone to start up a local furmeet.
O yeah changed my icon, it's not 2002 anymore.
Getting back into the community isn't necessarily hard but I'm having a hard time 'fitting in' quite like I used to. Seems like tho who expect me to the comfortable with them end up disappointed with my reservations, and those who I actually want to get to know only seem interested in some bizarre detached physicality. Perhaps I've been away too long and have just forgotten what to expect, or perhaps I'm just not as much of an open book as I used to be. I seem to take far less pleasure from my interactions now than I used to.
Perhaps it's just that I want more than what I'm getting.
Either way been drinking entirely too much water, and it's having an all around positive effect on a wide array of problems I've been having for half a decade. It's kind of funny how I never even considered the repercussions of not drinking any water at all until now. The biggest side effect, however, is definately a lack of energy. What I wouldn't give for the fucking midwest to have decent coffeeshops right now. Whateverthefuck that place was at Anthrocon has spoiled me, I demand good fancy coffees and I will not accept that muddy fucking mediocrity that they call Starbucks.
O well, all I need is some caffeine and for someone to start up a local furmeet.
O yeah changed my icon, it's not 2002 anymore.