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I still can't believe he cheated. I loved him. I loved him since the day I met him...why me, why us. Why did he have to do this to us and our kids? I don't even have anything to make the pain go away. I just hope it was worth it because I'm done. I love him but im leaving him Friday. I hope the next woman he comes to love he doesn't screw over this way. Ugh it's so painful. Such deceit under my nose. In my home while I'm at work to support us. Fucking seriously it makes me think of Monica all over again. I want to hate chase but I can't bring myself to. That sucks