hard times
shots hard living at chases moms, being pregnant. they are wierd, so caniving, so backstabbing. they tell me things i dont want to know about chase. things that will drive us apart. it hurts. not only that but now i realise ill never be perfect for him. he will never want to show off someone like me. its just not fair. ill never be girly enough. pretty enough. he will just never understand. I'm over being with him so bad and I'm knocked up again. sad but true. maybe if I was more like anyone else he fucked with maybe then is be good enough to treat right, to show off, to make happy.
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