hmmm
Wow....an interesting day...found some stuff out on accident....really hurt but nothing that I can change.. Chase was gonna marry emily. I was talking to jd about how my name was gonna be bigger and what not then jd says to go tell chase I want my name hyphenated and to see what chase would say. I played it off smooth and was like I wanna keep my last name and what not. Chase said no like I expected. Then I said hyphenated and he said no someone else wanted it. Omg I wanted to just cry. And I still want to cry. Chase was going to marry someone else. I didn't even plan anything with jason and I was with him 4 years. Then lauren tells me compared to emily chase treats me like shit....hmmm....crying sounds good.