Josh

[dum_ass_88]

So now i turn to my display pic,"Would you notice?" and i think how many of u really do notice me? I m tired of loving u ppl and i m sure you all love me back but its jst to hard wen ur so far away, i want you to be near i want you here with me i need to feel safe again, i want someone behind me making me stand tall and telling me i can do it. i m sick of this house and this life and mums always going on about how i shoudl change it well i want to leave and start a new sumwhere near you....hopfully u know who u are...yeah u proberly dunt want me to run away from this problem cuz u have told me many time i shoudlnt run but i think i need to ...everyone else dose... and i m sick of having to put up with this.....i want you to hold me like u did that day, i want to be in ur arms of a night time i want to warm you up on these cold nights. I want to be ur number one gurl,

so this i hold to you (not that ull ever see this) let me run to you let me run away from jst this one thing and maybe for once in so long ill be happy

i love you! ull always have my heart