What I have learned to do...
... is to change the way I react to situation. As things at work escalate, I move away from the whole BS. I mean, seriously, how long do I really want to work here with people acting the way they do. It's seriously true when people say, workers don't run away from companies but from bosses (environment). While it's a bitter pill to swallow (I expect more maturity from someone that age), I decided that I can either assign whatever that goes on as unimportant and ignore it or become more and more miserable.
I've been having a rough 2 odd weeks. I have problems sleeping, resting and generally staying healthy. I get stressed over things that I cannot change. Then I have to dig out an old old prayer that says :
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Right now I am carrying WAY too much stress and it's beginning to disrupt my personal life. I want to be happy. I have always been happy. I'd hate to turn into a hateful shrew over something that I cannot change. So I change the way I react to them. By not reacting :) No point letting people upset me when they don't give a $hit anyways. Why should I keep on reminding myself of the 'hurt' that I am feeling? They don't care. To them it's done and over with.
I guess it's time to do whatever I like at the pace that I am supposed to *smirks* Yeah, I can surely see that, NOT. Sometimes, I hate being a Type A but I don't see me becoming a Ms. Laidback either.
I've been having a rough 2 odd weeks. I have problems sleeping, resting and generally staying healthy. I get stressed over things that I cannot change. Then I have to dig out an old old prayer that says :
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Right now I am carrying WAY too much stress and it's beginning to disrupt my personal life. I want to be happy. I have always been happy. I'd hate to turn into a hateful shrew over something that I cannot change. So I change the way I react to them. By not reacting :) No point letting people upset me when they don't give a $hit anyways. Why should I keep on reminding myself of the 'hurt' that I am feeling? They don't care. To them it's done and over with.
I guess it's time to do whatever I like at the pace that I am supposed to *smirks* Yeah, I can surely see that, NOT. Sometimes, I hate being a Type A but I don't see me becoming a Ms. Laidback either.