Sep 25, 2006 11:57
Yesterday, I reversed into my father's car. I was horrified and true to myself, I became angry at myself for such stupidity. Yeah, my father made beating one's self up an art form. So lets start from the beginning.
It was early morning when mama wanted me to drive her to the pharmacy to get some medication. Truthfully, I wasn't really feeling good, my gums were infected again hence lack of sleep. But my mother had needed a driver, how can I say no? So when I went down, dad told me that he parked right behind my car. "Fine, gimme your car keys, I take your car." He went on some mumbo jumbo about me calling for help from Rawang. Which didn't really make sense because I have driven his car before with no problem. So I figured that I have to struggle my way out of the car park, as he makes no move to move his car out of my way.
Manuvering was very hard, and I accidentally put in the wrong gear -_-; Yeah, it was pretty idiotic of me. The corner of my bumper had dented the Volvo's door. ONE door. And my father literally jumped off the belcony, ok he ran down but still, and screamed at both my mom and I at the top of his lungs. Feeling pretty idotic myself, I got angry too. But left with mom to pick up meds. Came home and the whole rant etc. blah blah etc..
I was pretty upset actually. My father had always expected the very best from me. To get the same privilages as my brothers, I had to work twice as hard. Eg. to drive the family car, to go out etc etc..
I just don't feel good right now :( I need to finish work soon though. I will have long holiday soon and I need to work double fast on the current project. *sighs*
I am still not feeling well right now... I wonder if I should drive today....
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family