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You know, when I was in highschool, and I was hating my life and homeschooling, I thought this year would be different. This was be the year I would finally get away. I could finally get my life back. Yet here I am, doing the same thing I've done for the past 4 years. Sitting in my room crying about how jealous I am that everyones going back to school and I'm not. And for the first time, it's no ones fault but my own. And that sucks. Alot.
I read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower yesterday. Wow. Just...wow. It put alot of things into perspective for me, but not in the ways I thought it would. It was wierd, because I was reading along thinking the book was about one thing, but by the time I got to the end it was about so much more. And it made me realize that it's completely possible for me to be okay. I don't think I've ever been so changed by something I read. Speaking of which, I wicked need to go to the library. I need new reading material.
There's absolutely nothing going on in my life. Seriously...nothing. I did alot of stuff over the weekend, but none of it seems to really matter now so I wont bore you with it. I will say that I saw Merry(pseudo-grandmother) and all I can say is that she simply makes life better. It's like when everything is cloudy and grey she's the sun that breaks into the room and makes everything clear. She doesn't go out of her way to change anything, she's just an amazing person that makes you see life the way it's supposed to be seen. I'm not really sure how I made it this far in life without her. And I hope everyone is lucky enough to have a "Merry" in their life. No matter how shitty things get, I hope you have someone that makes it all seem okay.
I have so much on my mind, but this is getting long, so maybe I'll post again later. Try to break up your friends page a little. ;)
I read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower yesterday. Wow. Just...wow. It put alot of things into perspective for me, but not in the ways I thought it would. It was wierd, because I was reading along thinking the book was about one thing, but by the time I got to the end it was about so much more. And it made me realize that it's completely possible for me to be okay. I don't think I've ever been so changed by something I read. Speaking of which, I wicked need to go to the library. I need new reading material.
There's absolutely nothing going on in my life. Seriously...nothing. I did alot of stuff over the weekend, but none of it seems to really matter now so I wont bore you with it. I will say that I saw Merry(pseudo-grandmother) and all I can say is that she simply makes life better. It's like when everything is cloudy and grey she's the sun that breaks into the room and makes everything clear. She doesn't go out of her way to change anything, she's just an amazing person that makes you see life the way it's supposed to be seen. I'm not really sure how I made it this far in life without her. And I hope everyone is lucky enough to have a "Merry" in their life. No matter how shitty things get, I hope you have someone that makes it all seem okay.
I have so much on my mind, but this is getting long, so maybe I'll post again later. Try to break up your friends page a little. ;)