I feel good.
Its amazing what a few nice emails & clearing out some emotional clutter can do.
FIRST:
It is May 1st.... which probably means ummm... NOTHING to anyone else... but is a total milestone for me... because it is the day I've had in my head for all these months that Steven Simon would be leaving my fair city. For all I know he's been gone for weeks or HELL may even still be here (in which case I'll probably end up seeing him on Tuesday night at the Matt Pond PA/Boys Night Out show, which would SUCK).
Today I threw out the roses from our engagement. It felt good to watch them fall apart when I took them out of the box.
(and yes I realize that sounds overly dramatic... but it really.did.feel.good.)
SECOND:
I think I've finally got my head around the whole L thing. And I still feel completely sane. AND THAT IS SHOCKING/AWESOME ON SO MANY LEVELS.
THIRD:
I am still losing weight... although at a slower pace now. I'm up to 15lbs now (or down to 119.5, however you want to look at it) but still haven't really figured out where it is coming from? or why? WHATEVER - IT IS GLORIOUS.
FOURTH:
I have plans to visit my favourite set of ladies next month. WEEE! I'm also going to see Patrick & Angela this time if it kills me. THEN THEN THEN I will finally figure out the Vancouver thing.... although i feel pretty confident about the first week (or so) of August now?
FIFTH:
Full Metal Jacket tonight on History On Film.
FIRST:
It is May 1st.... which probably means ummm... NOTHING to anyone else... but is a total milestone for me... because it is the day I've had in my head for all these months that Steven Simon would be leaving my fair city. For all I know he's been gone for weeks or HELL may even still be here (in which case I'll probably end up seeing him on Tuesday night at the Matt Pond PA/Boys Night Out show, which would SUCK).
Today I threw out the roses from our engagement. It felt good to watch them fall apart when I took them out of the box.
(and yes I realize that sounds overly dramatic... but it really.did.feel.good.)
SECOND:
I think I've finally got my head around the whole L thing. And I still feel completely sane. AND THAT IS SHOCKING/AWESOME ON SO MANY LEVELS.
THIRD:
I am still losing weight... although at a slower pace now. I'm up to 15lbs now (or down to 119.5, however you want to look at it) but still haven't really figured out where it is coming from? or why? WHATEVER - IT IS GLORIOUS.
FOURTH:
I have plans to visit my favourite set of ladies next month. WEEE! I'm also going to see Patrick & Angela this time if it kills me. THEN THEN THEN I will finally figure out the Vancouver thing.... although i feel pretty confident about the first week (or so) of August now?
FIFTH:
Full Metal Jacket tonight on History On Film.