this means nothing...and everything.

[dullglitter]

If you are reading this then its already too late.
Time has grown cold over a memory that I left
behind.
It was like tearing something from my flesh
removing a part of myself ,one that I had
entrusted and left with you.
I had to gain back my composure.
I had to take a moment
I had to breathe and think about what
I truly had gotten myself into.
I had to remove things from the equation
to solve the problem.
Im very cold and distant behind this
inviting frame...look closer see the same
picture inside remains.
My calling is being thrust upon me like
stones on a sinner.
I have to keep still
I have to know how to heal.
I have to kill this memory...
and I know its dying
I know Im trying...
Before its kills me.