Life as usual.
This is going to be my first real update in forever so please appreciate. Everything has been good lately- I have a sense of self that had been lost in the past year. This doesnt mean Im not sensitive to others-just not overlooking how I feel. This caused a few problems for J.D. and I but we worked them out and are as happy as ever. Its nice to think that this month on the 27th is our year and a half mark. We ever asked eachother that maybe its time to quit keeping track of the months at this point. Is that abnormal? Hopefully he will be able to move in soon- I would like it , I get spoiled of christmas breaks and the such that I want it. Plus the rent without Autumn eats me up along with my godforsaken paycut. Theres another issue- I really detest my work. I feel like that anything I do there gets overlooked and Im constantly reprimanded my ms. Bitch ( who could use some serious bo-tox on her perma-frown.) for nothing...or something little and nit-pickish. My favorite co-worker just walked out yesterday and I feel bad losing her there but at the same time good for her. Gloria treated her like shit and If i could afford walking out then I wouldn't hestitate to do it. Dillards isnt the apex of things to put on your resume and if it is thats pretty sad. Melani got fired which pissed me the hell off because she was another one that I liked alot...it also caused tension in the childrens dep because we all know the circumstances of how she got fired- no one was happy. I recieved my first pay cut dropping me down to 7.20 an hour...I need a new job. Yet here I am doing nothing in front of the computer...*sighs*