Feb 18, 2004 07:33
i feel like i should try and explain everything but i don't think i can.
all i know is that it shouldn't have happened this way, and that i'm sorry for it. and i know i don't deserve to be happy right now.
everything looks different, and food doesn't taste right. i'm living off fags and tea.......yum. that's not the result of a negative emotion though. i don't think. well i guess it all depends.
that didn't explain anything, and was boring. i'm so rubbish.