It's hurt, it's forever
Fun weekend
Saturday night was - Fucked Up
only way to describe it
<3 Fountain walk. Birchy Alex. and Joey. along with timmins, choder, billy dave nick zack . kids fighting
<3 Utty's crib. tacha, dave, billy, nick, utty, brandon, zack. alex and birchy. Purple haze. chrondogs. colt 45
<3 Tachas. Puked. not from drinking but from how utterly disgusting that is the little bitch didnt even have the nerve to tell me himself
<3 Ashlee's. omg crazy time... 5th of malibu all gone.
<3 fucking bitch's comin to the party i'm at with hickeys from his nasty one night stand. spite is an evil thing. it makes u do stupid things.
<3 5 kids on bloomers. everyone crunk. mean words. stupid gross kisses. u make me sick
<3 slumber parties with billy nick and zack.
Sunday
<3 chilled at ashlee's all day. with billy dave nick and zack. eightro.
<3 came home and slept all day
<3 conversations with jimmy . talked. made me feel a bit better. cuz i know u r not who u were. she didnt fuck my jimbo, she didnt even fuck my friend jimmy. she fucked james. who means nothing to me because i dont know him very well. i just miss jimbo.
i dont think of it as sex, but just using eachother. she uses him to get back at me about mike. and he uses her to get back at me for jon. flat out tells me he did it in spite. everyone was fucking for the wrong reason.
i fucked up. i did the same thing u just did 6 months ago but unlike him.. i learned from my mistakes i made over the summer. i matured and grew from the experience and am a better person now. i would never do that again. although anger began to tempt me. i hold back. you just keep repeating your mistakes.
Today
<3 school
<3 chillen with jess preville and timmins
love life
i will wait for karma to get u...