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But if there's one thing about you that I admire
It's baby, because you stay with me
Maybe cause you're as crazy as I am
Cause when I look at you
I can see an angel in your eyes but if I look deeper inside
I see a freakish little side, like a devil in disguise
i can not believe this shit
for once this is not my fault
for once this is not because of my stupid mistake. it's because of yours.
for once the blame is not on me, although you seem to think it is.
but reguardless i am the one yelled at. i am the one crying. and i am the one left here wondering what the fuck i did,
because i can't seem to put my finger on it.
i cant seem to think of anything i really did,
and to lose someone with no actualy reason.. is the most hurt i've ever felt in a long time, more so then when i knew it was my fault.
but now i know it's not.
and maybe in a while it wont hurt so bad.. it's like heartbreak but no guilt. so when the heartbreak wears off there is no guilt to deal with this time.i will be okay. and i dont need him.
you will miss me. at the end of the day i know more then anyone else. i know what you think. i know what you feel. i know what and who you see.
i know whats going thru ur head when u lay it down on a pillow not next to me. i know that you will wish i was next to you. i know that you will roll over, and when theres no one to snuggle up to. it will hurt.
it will kill you inside and you'll do everything you can to push back the tears.
and i know this because i'm in the same position.
but you put us here. eventho you split us up. tore us apart, we are together in this.
i resent you for this.