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a small group of us have been forced to do this so that jimbos mommy doesnt go poking her nose in places where it shouldnt be.
its shocking that a woman who shows no interest in her sons life would go to the extent of snooping arounnd on the internet, to find any incriminating evidence she could.
its not that she cares to know whats going on in her sons life, she just wants to catch him doing something bad.
well mrs. gavriles, although you may not, i love your son. and i can see through all his faults that he has a good heart.
reguardless of his horrible temper [ which is most likely a result of the resentment and anger he has against you and your ex husband for the divorce and shit he had to go through at a young age]i find it in my heart to love and care for him day in and day out.
which is what i dont understand. where is this unconditional love that mothers should have for their children?
shouldnt you be there for your son reguardless of his bad habbits? we are both aware of what those are, and they are not nearly as severe as others at his age.
pushing him away only makes matters worst.
dont you think more grief and rejection in his life would make him turn to those things more so then before?
weren't your intentions to clean up your son, to get rid of these bad habbits you so often speak of?
you may think so horribly of jimmy, but have you ever taken the time out to think about the good things your son brings to the world?
think of his humor, how he can keep all his friends laughing constantly, think of his good heart, his care for others and not just himself.
he loves all those who treat him well. its weird that such a strong boy that seems a little rough on the edges could be so loving.
think of his brain. how smart he is. and maybe his grades dont reflect that but i dont know any other 16 year old boy who could fix anything in your car or around your house.
consider his hard work, dedication. working hours at his dads shop to support himself. because of the position you have put him in.
his smile, that is planted on his face reguardless of the fucked up situations he has been put in recently. the kid always finds a way to pull through.
so next time you think about your son i hope these things come to mind. i hope you can remember that no matter what mistakes he has made in his life he is your son, you are obligated to him, and he does somewhere inside that pissed off heart of his, have love for you.
which is shocking. because i have been in that household. i have seen how you act torwards him. i remember one time he tried to hug you and you didnt even know what to do.
ever think to let him know you love him? you care for him? maybe some signs of affection to warm his heart up a little bit.
maybe he wouldnt resent you so much.
its sad that the first bit of love in a good 5 years had to come from a girl he met only about a year ago, and not from one of his parents.
he hadnt been kissed or told he was loved in a good while.
i really could care less what your life turns into or where you move or who your with, so i would apreciate it if you would stop reading this and stay out of my life, because you have no business in it.
but i do care about your son, and i dont think any boy should live a life motherless.
afterall he is still a boy, a 16[ near 17] year old boy and he still needs his mommy, weather he will admitt it or not.
so rethink your actions, and it may be a good idea to not abandon him so soon.