"You're so sensitive. I am, I am a machine"
Carmen has a pet mouse. I love this animal. She named her Jon. Whatta fag. I've decided I hate cats. I find myself loathing them more and more each day. Except Forrest but especially Diesel. She attacks me while I sleep, that evil bitch does.
I went fishing a while ago, caught my first fish ever. Ryan made me kiss it. Yo quero Ocean!
Working almost 40 hours a week which is good for my paystub but not for my knee. I'm sore all the time now. I smell bad after work. Like fish and grease. I really enjoy being around the people I work with though. Alex is a really cool guy.
I miss Robert. I like him alot. I've liked him a long time too. Everytime i saw him at states made me deleriously happy. It's so strange to have seen him when I did. I hope he writes to me soon. Jonelle too. I feel lonely alot. Even when I'm with a big group of people or just a few close friends I feel lonely.
Vicky called me. I missed it, I miss her too. It made me feel really special but I wonder if she called only to keep me from wondering about her not calling? I wrote her a letter, it will never be sent. hmm.. I hope she just misses me and wanted to talk. I miss the sound of her voice...
There are two people I'm very angry with. 1 and 2.
1) Don't ignore me. Or any of us for that matter. That's not fair. If you want to lose touch then tell me and I'll do it but don't just hit ignore when I call and delete my texts because you have a new boyfriend and live in his apt. and think you're too cool for all your old friends.
2) I love you and most of the time your personality but you took it too far. Do you know that pain of losing a child? I didn't think so, so what gives you th right to wish that on someone else? Too far Sean too fucking far. And you know it. We all moved on, why can't you? She doesn't say a word about you when we're with her so why do you still bring her up? You always do that. Bring it up. But Why? Move one get over it and keep your mouth shut if you can't just be unbiased. None of us say things like that about people we know you're friends with, atleast nowhere near that caliber. When I was at odds with Phillip did I ever wish harm to his body or his family? And now we're friends again, inspite of all the crap... Just watch it and stop trying to push an envelope which has long been sealed! It might take me awhile to want to talk to you, just give me a few days.
I'll be 18 in 4 days!!!!
The Omen came out today. I think I'll see it Thursday.
I went fishing a while ago, caught my first fish ever. Ryan made me kiss it. Yo quero Ocean!
Working almost 40 hours a week which is good for my paystub but not for my knee. I'm sore all the time now. I smell bad after work. Like fish and grease. I really enjoy being around the people I work with though. Alex is a really cool guy.
I miss Robert. I like him alot. I've liked him a long time too. Everytime i saw him at states made me deleriously happy. It's so strange to have seen him when I did. I hope he writes to me soon. Jonelle too. I feel lonely alot. Even when I'm with a big group of people or just a few close friends I feel lonely.
Vicky called me. I missed it, I miss her too. It made me feel really special but I wonder if she called only to keep me from wondering about her not calling? I wrote her a letter, it will never be sent. hmm.. I hope she just misses me and wanted to talk. I miss the sound of her voice...
There are two people I'm very angry with. 1 and 2.
1) Don't ignore me. Or any of us for that matter. That's not fair. If you want to lose touch then tell me and I'll do it but don't just hit ignore when I call and delete my texts because you have a new boyfriend and live in his apt. and think you're too cool for all your old friends.
2) I love you and most of the time your personality but you took it too far. Do you know that pain of losing a child? I didn't think so, so what gives you th right to wish that on someone else? Too far Sean too fucking far. And you know it. We all moved on, why can't you? She doesn't say a word about you when we're with her so why do you still bring her up? You always do that. Bring it up. But Why? Move one get over it and keep your mouth shut if you can't just be unbiased. None of us say things like that about people we know you're friends with, atleast nowhere near that caliber. When I was at odds with Phillip did I ever wish harm to his body or his family? And now we're friends again, inspite of all the crap... Just watch it and stop trying to push an envelope which has long been sealed! It might take me awhile to want to talk to you, just give me a few days.
I'll be 18 in 4 days!!!!
The Omen came out today. I think I'll see it Thursday.