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Welp kids he's going to Iraq and there's not a damn thing I could do or say to change that. I didn't sign up for war, but my heart will be in it in a matter of months. He's my best friend and I'm scared. Really, really scared. I don't knwo what I'd do if he... I don't even want to think about something happening to him. But the danger is real and despite his excitement, I'm just fearful. Jay, just be careful. That's all I can ask. I'll write you once a week. Think of me as I'll be thinking of you.