Feb 10, 2005 12:21
I am once again sitting here typing at my dad's house. The baby is sitting semi-peacefully in his swing. It is a gorgeous day and I would really like to take the little one on a walk but unfortunately his morning nap was so short I did not get the pleasure of showering and walking in Walnut Creek (a) unshowered is enough for ridicule but also with (b) a baby when you appear to be under the age of 20 is enough to have you hung, or at least that is what these rich fucking neighbors seem to think.
Aiyiyi. I am getting so tired of this daily grind thing. It makes me not look forward to growing up and getting a job. I guess that is the whole incentive to going to a good school so you can get a good job you like and then not get stuck in a career you will bitch about for the next forty years of your lif. But then again in today's job market even that is not guaranteed.
It's whatever. Anyway, I think I ahould stop typing. The lack of sleep has led me to be increasingly pessimistic.