Fuck This Life.

Mar 13, 2008 14:51

I need a change in my life.
I need things to get better.
I need to not have every other thought be about money and whether we have enough to pay our bills.
I need to be able to quit my second job and feel good about leaving that unhappy place and not anxious about losing that money.
I need to not have to take care of my mother.
I need to get her better help.
I need to have a dream and a purpose and I feel like those things have left me. They started to fade when Burning Barn died. Creating art made me so much happier. And no, I can't just find another group in Rochester. There is no other group like it in Rochester. So I have lost it and seemingly, all the friends that went with it.
I am furious.
I am heartbroken.
I am burnt out.
I am ready for the monotony to end.
I am ready for a new beginning.

I am ready for a new government.

Who is with me?
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