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dude! i was looking at my friends page today and i always start out w/ my normal page cuz thats the pagei have bookmarked, i realized that i had posted in like...a really long time...so i decided to post. TADA! this is me posting. whoohoo. fritos and diet coke go perfectly together. the "get down girl get down" song gets stuck in heads very easily. my sis really doesnt sound all that great tonight. shes doing that weird singing thing where they scream really loudly like a roller coaster but she cracked and it sounded bad and it was weird. chocolate makes the world go around. or money. or God. or Dao. or Love. something like that. i'm cold, i feel like i'm always cold in my house now cuz we keep it at 70 instead of at 80 like i'd like it. forever cold unless i am under the covers or drinking soup like i was easlier today. i think that i like the subject of chemistry, at least w/ the stuff in the labs. or maybe i'm just searching for something to do with my life. why is it that here are so many more AP US History students than AP World History students? i have these different personalities, and triggers that set them off to go into a different one etc. but then i can't just turn on a certain one and be like yes this is what i am now. i'll always do whatever personality my subconscious thinks is apropiate for the time. maybe these "multiple personalities" are just my way of oraganizing my actions and reactions to people. i wish people wouldn't assume bad things about people with less money. just automatically assume that it was entirely and completely their fault they are poor and that they're all out of steal something. and i hate the fact that people are afraid of people who are poor sometimes of what those dirty grungy people will do to their perfect suburb mini-mansion how they would clash in that situation. how these things keep people from helping those who really need our help. its just sad. if everything is so connected than why do all of the time people feel alone in the world? why don't we understand each other if we're all connected in some way? people, the world, everything is not always going to make sense. and yet, if it doesn't people get all in a fret about it and create an answer that may be bogus but may they must have a satistfying answer.
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