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Today is the day I get my hair cut and I am actually scared. I've not been in over six years. I don't know how much to tip or anything like that. And I've never had my hair colored by anyone. I really wanted to cut it all off but some guy told me not to and put that little seed of doubt in my mind so now I probably won't. It wasn't even someone I know either, just someone I met casually the other night.
Then I'm going to go see David. I love him forever. I should just marry him and get my first divorce over with already. It seems like most people I know are coming up on their (first) wedding so why not me? Anyway, I am happy to go see him. I miss him so much. Way more than I should. He called me at 8am today (7am his time) to tell me about a dream he had about Dr. Dre haha. He is so dumb.
I took this management job that I think I'm going to un-take. They are fedexing me the contract but I have thought of soooo many reasons why not to do it. I don't know if I should just tell them that something has come up or break down the reasons why I don't want the job. I should probably just say something came up so theyll hire me again someday (if its a better offer). The bad reasons are: 1. Its already 90 degrees so why take a month long contract doing shit outside for 6 hours a day 2. I mention my co-manager's name to people asking if they want to work and they actually tell me that they refuse to work with her again 3. They pay is low for me but I can deal with it but the pay for my staff would be far below standard, lower than what I would work for as staff and the people who would work for pay are not going to be reliable.
Then I'm going to go see David. I love him forever. I should just marry him and get my first divorce over with already. It seems like most people I know are coming up on their (first) wedding so why not me? Anyway, I am happy to go see him. I miss him so much. Way more than I should. He called me at 8am today (7am his time) to tell me about a dream he had about Dr. Dre haha. He is so dumb.
I took this management job that I think I'm going to un-take. They are fedexing me the contract but I have thought of soooo many reasons why not to do it. I don't know if I should just tell them that something has come up or break down the reasons why I don't want the job. I should probably just say something came up so theyll hire me again someday (if its a better offer). The bad reasons are: 1. Its already 90 degrees so why take a month long contract doing shit outside for 6 hours a day 2. I mention my co-manager's name to people asking if they want to work and they actually tell me that they refuse to work with her again 3. They pay is low for me but I can deal with it but the pay for my staff would be far below standard, lower than what I would work for as staff and the people who would work for pay are not going to be reliable.