Give me a definition for this... [One-Shot]
Title: Give me a definition for this... [One-Shot]
Pairing: Yunjae
Disclaimer: Changmin is my husband and Yunaje are my personal bodygurads. Really... they are
No one really knows what love is. Atleast that’s what we believe. Some may call love as the smile on your lover. Or the understanding between you two. Or simply the bond between you two. But no one has yet described and defined what love is.
This is what Shim Changmin thinks, when he was studying; pouring over his notebooks one afternoon. He needed to study for an upcoming test, nobody said a student’s life was easy, until suddenly the thought occurs. He has been having a crush on a fellow student(a girl mind you, because whatever fans thinks, he is straight damn it). His thoughts carry him onto the future, what it would be. Will he be marries? Will he be in love? Then suddenly he realises, he doesn’t know what love is. There are no books. Internet is not helpful either.
So, he turns to his one and only solution.
“Yunho hyung...” He starts.
“Hmmm?” Yunho answers. He is watching a program in the TV.
“Yunho hyung, what do you suppose what love is?” Changmin asks.
And Yunho makes a surprised noise. “ What is this all about? Is there someone?” He teases.
“No… I mean… Aish just answer the damn question.” Changmin says irritably.
“But… Changminnie. What brought this on?” Yunho asks.
“Just… I was thinking.. and wanted to know.” Changmin reasons.
“What love is? But it is subjective to each other, what I feel love is will not be the same for you.” Yunho states matter of factly.
“Okay then, what do you suppose love is?” Changmin asks.
And Yunho knows, there are no escaping the question this time.
“Well, for me it is…….” He starts.
“… I don’t know Minnie, I am not sure how to express what love is. Since I am not a philosopher. I don’t know how to say. For me love is the feeling of belonging. When I hold that person in my arms, it feels so right. I feel like we are one not two. And when that person leans onto me, I want to hide them in my embrace and shield from this world forever since they are mine. Love for me is the feeling I get, the happiness I get at one glance in my lover’s eyes. Just that glance and I will forget the whole world. Love for me is home, when the other knows what I am feeling and thinking at just one glance. Love for me is the forgiveness of that person, even if I piss them off royally. Love for me are the tears that person will shed because I am in pain. Love for me is that feeling. The one feeling that makes you feel like on the top of the world. Love for me is the courage to admit that I love that person. To not be afraid… Love for me is that dongsaeng.” Yunho finishes his long rant, but Changmin notices his eyes are focused on something Changmin cannot see, glazed over and emotions flickering like a broken TV.
“If that’s what love for you, the why did you let it go?” Changmin asks suddenly and Yunho snaps back to reality.
Until now Changmin has never been the one to ask about Yunho’s relationship matters. So, the sudden outburst surprises Yunho, who pauses to think for a moment.
“Because as much as I love that person, there are not only two, but five lives bounded by that love dongsaeng. We are family aren’t we? And I didn’t let it go. I am keeping it hidden until one day I can express without fearing whether it would harm the person I love. People are not as forgiving as they appear, and I would like to keep my reason for being alive, alive.” Yunho answers.
“Eww so greasy.” Changmin wrinkles his nose.
“So did you get your answer?” Yunho asks.
“I don’t know. I will tell you when I know.” Changmin answers and walks to his room in his cynical manner.
“You brat…” Yunho shouts from where he sits. But turns his attention back to the TV where a melody is playing.
Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We can only wish that you are happy
We will climb our stairs one by one
We are still waiting for you, imagining our future
“ I am still waiting Boo. Please wait for me.” Yunho mumbles and types a message to his love. The reason for his breathing, the reason for his smiles and his hard working. His drive, his boo.
A/N: This is my first fanfic so please be patient with me. I would love to know your suggestions and parts that I needto improve... ;)
Pairing: Yunjae
Disclaimer: Changmin is my husband and Yunaje are my personal bodygurads. Really... they are
No one really knows what love is. Atleast that’s what we believe. Some may call love as the smile on your lover. Or the understanding between you two. Or simply the bond between you two. But no one has yet described and defined what love is.
This is what Shim Changmin thinks, when he was studying; pouring over his notebooks one afternoon. He needed to study for an upcoming test, nobody said a student’s life was easy, until suddenly the thought occurs. He has been having a crush on a fellow student(a girl mind you, because whatever fans thinks, he is straight damn it). His thoughts carry him onto the future, what it would be. Will he be marries? Will he be in love? Then suddenly he realises, he doesn’t know what love is. There are no books. Internet is not helpful either.
So, he turns to his one and only solution.
“Yunho hyung...” He starts.
“Hmmm?” Yunho answers. He is watching a program in the TV.
“Yunho hyung, what do you suppose what love is?” Changmin asks.
And Yunho makes a surprised noise. “ What is this all about? Is there someone?” He teases.
“No… I mean… Aish just answer the damn question.” Changmin says irritably.
“But… Changminnie. What brought this on?” Yunho asks.
“Just… I was thinking.. and wanted to know.” Changmin reasons.
“What love is? But it is subjective to each other, what I feel love is will not be the same for you.” Yunho states matter of factly.
“Okay then, what do you suppose love is?” Changmin asks.
And Yunho knows, there are no escaping the question this time.
“Well, for me it is…….” He starts.
“… I don’t know Minnie, I am not sure how to express what love is. Since I am not a philosopher. I don’t know how to say. For me love is the feeling of belonging. When I hold that person in my arms, it feels so right. I feel like we are one not two. And when that person leans onto me, I want to hide them in my embrace and shield from this world forever since they are mine. Love for me is the feeling I get, the happiness I get at one glance in my lover’s eyes. Just that glance and I will forget the whole world. Love for me is home, when the other knows what I am feeling and thinking at just one glance. Love for me is the forgiveness of that person, even if I piss them off royally. Love for me are the tears that person will shed because I am in pain. Love for me is that feeling. The one feeling that makes you feel like on the top of the world. Love for me is the courage to admit that I love that person. To not be afraid… Love for me is that dongsaeng.” Yunho finishes his long rant, but Changmin notices his eyes are focused on something Changmin cannot see, glazed over and emotions flickering like a broken TV.
“If that’s what love for you, the why did you let it go?” Changmin asks suddenly and Yunho snaps back to reality.
Until now Changmin has never been the one to ask about Yunho’s relationship matters. So, the sudden outburst surprises Yunho, who pauses to think for a moment.
“Because as much as I love that person, there are not only two, but five lives bounded by that love dongsaeng. We are family aren’t we? And I didn’t let it go. I am keeping it hidden until one day I can express without fearing whether it would harm the person I love. People are not as forgiving as they appear, and I would like to keep my reason for being alive, alive.” Yunho answers.
“Eww so greasy.” Changmin wrinkles his nose.
“So did you get your answer?” Yunho asks.
“I don’t know. I will tell you when I know.” Changmin answers and walks to his room in his cynical manner.
“You brat…” Yunho shouts from where he sits. But turns his attention back to the TV where a melody is playing.
Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We can only wish that you are happy
We will climb our stairs one by one
We are still waiting for you, imagining our future
“ I am still waiting Boo. Please wait for me.” Yunho mumbles and types a message to his love. The reason for his breathing, the reason for his smiles and his hard working. His drive, his boo.
A/N: This is my first fanfic so please be patient with me. I would love to know your suggestions and parts that I needto improve... ;)