what this means to me
life: wow, its what can you say? God is amazing, I love Him, He loves me...its as simple as that. lately ive been having some struggles with like am i really legit in all that i do and stuff, scary things like that that can ruin your day just pondering it all day. iono... life is so friggin awesome i cant begin to say
today i had my first performance of cheaper by the dozen.. usually opening night sucks but tonight was so great, i barely messed up any of my 300+ lines and everything... more awesome than that my family came to see me. My cousins, sisters, mom, dad, aunt geri, aunt dot, and most awesome UNCLE CRAIG... you see he is dieing of melanoma, 2 months last i heard... so hard to talk bout it, i cant imagine life without him being here.. but anyways i dedicated my part of what i performed in the play to him in the bulletin thing.. after he came up to me and thanked me and cried.. I dont think i have been that happy in my life. Something so little like that made him so happy... this is what life is about kids, serving others (in the name of God), making them happy not yourself. I was about to cop outa play cuz of all the crap going on but something kept me goin (God did) and i am glad i did so i could do this for Uncle Craig. I went outside to walk to my car at 10 PM and the stars were shining, it wasnt raining for once, and it was warm.. i laid on the hood of my car and looked at the stars for a while... to quote my character in the play "by jingo, i havent felt so good in years"
in other news i got a digital camera as a pre-graduation gift. new shoes (vans Old-schools Black/Inca Gold). and im still waiting for my give up the ghost t shirt in the mail
today i had my first performance of cheaper by the dozen.. usually opening night sucks but tonight was so great, i barely messed up any of my 300+ lines and everything... more awesome than that my family came to see me. My cousins, sisters, mom, dad, aunt geri, aunt dot, and most awesome UNCLE CRAIG... you see he is dieing of melanoma, 2 months last i heard... so hard to talk bout it, i cant imagine life without him being here.. but anyways i dedicated my part of what i performed in the play to him in the bulletin thing.. after he came up to me and thanked me and cried.. I dont think i have been that happy in my life. Something so little like that made him so happy... this is what life is about kids, serving others (in the name of God), making them happy not yourself. I was about to cop outa play cuz of all the crap going on but something kept me goin (God did) and i am glad i did so i could do this for Uncle Craig. I went outside to walk to my car at 10 PM and the stars were shining, it wasnt raining for once, and it was warm.. i laid on the hood of my car and looked at the stars for a while... to quote my character in the play "by jingo, i havent felt so good in years"
in other news i got a digital camera as a pre-graduation gift. new shoes (vans Old-schools Black/Inca Gold). and im still waiting for my give up the ghost t shirt in the mail