another one... yep
So i am chilling here at my friend Phil's house at the closing of the best weekend I have had in a very long time. The whole experience has really made me reflect about how amazing God is. Right now I am absolutly freaking out about money, school, relationships, and what I am going to be doing this summer. I know God has everything worked out for every aspect of my life, but I still worry although I shouldn't. Over the weekend I had absolute amazing peace and joy. Phil let Dustin, Alex, Colleen, and I come over and we just hung out and played pictionary and talked and it was the best thing ever. But there was some things this weekend that really taught me awesome lessons. I am not trusting God with everything as much as I think I am. There are a lot of things that I view as impossible. I am just so afriad of things that I know God is in. The way my friend Phil put it is that God wants us hot or cold... but hot isnt a set point, it just gets hotter and hotter. I think I have been working for that "perfect Christian" status so I could kick back and relax. There is no such thing as perfect other then God. I don't exactly know what I am trying to say with this but I felt like writing something.