i'm ridiculous
so yes.. i've had 4 jobs in the last 2 months. tomorrow i have an interview for a full time job teaching pre K kids.. the boss said that its her old job but shes going on maternity leave and the girl that is in her place now is not working out because she cant keep control of the kids.. if i get the job.. which i'm praying to the high heavens that i will.. i'm praying that i'll be able to "control" the kids.. i love kids and i know how to have fun with them but i'm not real great on the whole control thing.. i dont like to yell so i'm extremely nervous about this..
i feel like i have no stability lately.. everyone around me seems to be graduating, getting married, and moving out and here i am, living with my mom and dad and no signs of moving out any time soon, still in school unsure of what i want to do with my life, and no where near getting married.. i dont want to rush my life, but i want to know that there is something to look foward to.. but i dont see that right now.. all i can see is me struggling through school because i'm bored to death with it, and working countless dead end jobs for the next few years because i cant seem to stay in one place lately.. it makes me sick inside.. i dont know why i'm writing this.. i thought maybe i'd feel better..
i feel like i have no stability lately.. everyone around me seems to be graduating, getting married, and moving out and here i am, living with my mom and dad and no signs of moving out any time soon, still in school unsure of what i want to do with my life, and no where near getting married.. i dont want to rush my life, but i want to know that there is something to look foward to.. but i dont see that right now.. all i can see is me struggling through school because i'm bored to death with it, and working countless dead end jobs for the next few years because i cant seem to stay in one place lately.. it makes me sick inside.. i dont know why i'm writing this.. i thought maybe i'd feel better..