Numb
I think my ego is taking care of me (I mean my ego from Freud, not my arrogance). I walk around ok, most of the time...like I'm in shock or something. But last night I had nonstop dreams; they were all really weird - none of them pertained to anything real - but I was sobbing the entire time in my dreams. And I kind of think I was crying in my sleep.
This morning was cool, like late August or early September. It's the first day I've felt like fall was on the way. There are moments when I feel like I'm in some movie where the narrator goes on about the seasons turning and the cycle of time going through change eternally. That was one of those moments.
I'm also having to face the fact that I'm apparently a bit of a comfort eater. I've been stuffing my face with french fries quite a bit this week. Mmmmmm fried food. Perhaps my newly restored obsession with working out will help to compensate for this.
And I have a three hour drive tomorrow, and it's gonna suck bigtime. I miss him.
This morning was cool, like late August or early September. It's the first day I've felt like fall was on the way. There are moments when I feel like I'm in some movie where the narrator goes on about the seasons turning and the cycle of time going through change eternally. That was one of those moments.
I'm also having to face the fact that I'm apparently a bit of a comfort eater. I've been stuffing my face with french fries quite a bit this week. Mmmmmm fried food. Perhaps my newly restored obsession with working out will help to compensate for this.
And I have a three hour drive tomorrow, and it's gonna suck bigtime. I miss him.