Let's all take a breath now...and clam down.
Ok...um...I wish I could say I appreciate your concern, but I don't. I have enough people to worry about me and I don't hold a grudge, people can piss me off soooo badly, then in a day...I'm over it. Worst case scenario took a few months to get over completely but I got over it much faster than most people. I'm a happy, forgiving person...so that is why I'm going to choose to pretend like none of that happened. I REALLY, REALLY thought about getting into it and getting down to the details of everything, and then I asked myself if it was worth it and ya know what??? It's not! Therefore, IT'S OVER!
Although, the only thing that I will address is the party thing just because that *intensely* bugs me! First of all, I don't have to/need to explain or make excuses for anything. Whatever you saw in the pictures...you saw and I can't change that, but however I choose to live my life is my business. Like I said earlier, I have PLENTY of people to worry about me, IF I needed to be worried about. Everyone who knows me knows that I am a good, responsible young woman. IF I choose to drink or not to drink is that really your business??? Either way, the answer is no. I've been in church since DAY 1 and I've heard all the stories and I know everything there is to know about it. Some members of my family have serious addictions to alcohol. I know the consequences. I understand it all, ok? I don't need to be lectured.
All of that mess is *SO* over and I don't want to be immature about the situation. I don't read journals anymore unless it's a friend's journal. When I see people that I would rather not talk to, I give a friendly smile and maybe even a wave and walk on. My life is my own again and I WILL live it how I choose. I know someone might throw that whole "your life is not your own" thing up to me, which is fine...so understand before you say anything...that when I say "MY LIFE" I'm not saying that I don't belong to God..because I do. I'm saying it's NOT YOUR'S!!
Everyone...we're cool...forgiven, forgotten...So like Delrena said, "That's that"!
Maybe I'll update again...I'm not really sure, this whole thing has just been absolutely ridiculous!!
Although, the only thing that I will address is the party thing just because that *intensely* bugs me! First of all, I don't have to/need to explain or make excuses for anything. Whatever you saw in the pictures...you saw and I can't change that, but however I choose to live my life is my business. Like I said earlier, I have PLENTY of people to worry about me, IF I needed to be worried about. Everyone who knows me knows that I am a good, responsible young woman. IF I choose to drink or not to drink is that really your business??? Either way, the answer is no. I've been in church since DAY 1 and I've heard all the stories and I know everything there is to know about it. Some members of my family have serious addictions to alcohol. I know the consequences. I understand it all, ok? I don't need to be lectured.
All of that mess is *SO* over and I don't want to be immature about the situation. I don't read journals anymore unless it's a friend's journal. When I see people that I would rather not talk to, I give a friendly smile and maybe even a wave and walk on. My life is my own again and I WILL live it how I choose. I know someone might throw that whole "your life is not your own" thing up to me, which is fine...so understand before you say anything...that when I say "MY LIFE" I'm not saying that I don't belong to God..because I do. I'm saying it's NOT YOUR'S!!
Everyone...we're cool...forgiven, forgotten...So like Delrena said, "That's that"!
Maybe I'll update again...I'm not really sure, this whole thing has just been absolutely ridiculous!!