GAY GAY GAY
class sucks ass. i'im bored as hell and my work for today is done. i'm glad i don't have to go to class till tuesday. that makes me happy.
right now i just want to sit down at a piano and play. or pick up a guitar and write something. i hate class.
i think i saw someone tonight whom i haven't seen in about a year. the sad thing is, i'm scared of her. i shouldn't be. but everytime i see her (its been a few times) or see her name (its been a few times) i get a weird feeling inside. not like i have a crush or something, but more worried about what she would say to me after all this time. she told me "if this doesn't work, don't bother calling back. . ." so i don't know if that means don't call looking for love, or don't call looking for anything. i think at this point i want to call her. not for love though. more for closuer(sp?). or friendship. i dunno if i should call her. i'm in fear of having feelings for her. i don't want them but what if they come back? then i'm stuck. in love with one and feelings for another. right now the only feelings i have towards her are curiosity. but whatever maybe i'll call maybe i won't. i'm quite happy with what i have. in fact ive never been happier (minus tuesday night).
melissa just called me durring class! i picked up and stated "i'm in class" she was like "i was supposed to get your voicemail" i was like "oh call back and leave a message" now thats funny!
right now i just want to sit down at a piano and play. or pick up a guitar and write something. i hate class.
i think i saw someone tonight whom i haven't seen in about a year. the sad thing is, i'm scared of her. i shouldn't be. but everytime i see her (its been a few times) or see her name (its been a few times) i get a weird feeling inside. not like i have a crush or something, but more worried about what she would say to me after all this time. she told me "if this doesn't work, don't bother calling back. . ." so i don't know if that means don't call looking for love, or don't call looking for anything. i think at this point i want to call her. not for love though. more for closuer(sp?). or friendship. i dunno if i should call her. i'm in fear of having feelings for her. i don't want them but what if they come back? then i'm stuck. in love with one and feelings for another. right now the only feelings i have towards her are curiosity. but whatever maybe i'll call maybe i won't. i'm quite happy with what i have. in fact ive never been happier (minus tuesday night).
melissa just called me durring class! i picked up and stated "i'm in class" she was like "i was supposed to get your voicemail" i was like "oh call back and leave a message" now thats funny!