UGH OKAY. So I was like 1/3 of the way through and then realized the caps aren't working well :( I will do a better spam on Friday, MMKAY?
In the meantime, to give you an idea of the angst routing my brain, here are the songs that I'm listening to on repeat for the J2/last hurrah/Jensen's now engaged/Jared's bitter fic.
They are really awesome songs anyway and I love these albums you have no fucking clue. Seriously. From James Morrison's Song's For You Truths For Me but also Undiscovered. They're both seriously amazing for being so unknown. Also, I got my username from his song
Nothing Ever Hurt Like You. I was naïve and wide-eyed / But you made me see / That you don't get to taste the honey without the sting of the bee / Oh yes you stung me good / Oh yeah you dug in deep / But I take it, I take it, I take it till I'm down on my knees, on my knees
Songs For You, Truths For Me
If You Don't Wanna Love MeWhen you lower me down
So deep that I
I can't get out
Dream on HayleySome people trust too much, sometimes that's you
Shouldn't be a bad thing, it's more than I could do
So much disappointment over the years
You're willing to love completely, but it always ends in tears
Love is HardAnd it kicks so hard,
It breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
It hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
Makes your blood flow.
It's beter that you know,
That love is hard.
Broken StringsBut we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late
Undiscovered
The Last GoodbyeI've gotta turn and walk away
I don't have anything left to say
I haven't already said before
I've grown tired of being used
Pieces Don't Fit AnymoreI've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart