I'm Sorry
OK... so yesterday was great fun... I hung out with all of my GPC Music Major Friends, and I loved it... SO MUCH FUN... I LOVE THAT GANG... I hope i get to see my Pius gang befroe I leave for Thanksgiving...
Now that the good news is out there, bc I'm still glowing from that... a bit of bad news... My great great aunt, the matriarch of the family, passed away last week and I must go up to P.A. this weekend and sing at her funeral. On top of that, I think (once again) my depression is gonna completely fuck up another relationship, but this one I was very interested in pursuing for a long time to come. I hope it's not gonna come down to that... I know I need to go see Dr. Ashley... I've been in an emotional lull for about 2 weeks now, and the voices and shadows are coming more often, I hate it... Well I care about him too much to let my depression fuck up everything... I'm calling her and leaving her a message... OK livejournal, well I'm gonna go work on my project, that keeps up my spirits and makes me happy. I'm Outie!
~Ciao!
Now that the good news is out there, bc I'm still glowing from that... a bit of bad news... My great great aunt, the matriarch of the family, passed away last week and I must go up to P.A. this weekend and sing at her funeral. On top of that, I think (once again) my depression is gonna completely fuck up another relationship, but this one I was very interested in pursuing for a long time to come. I hope it's not gonna come down to that... I know I need to go see Dr. Ashley... I've been in an emotional lull for about 2 weeks now, and the voices and shadows are coming more often, I hate it... Well I care about him too much to let my depression fuck up everything... I'm calling her and leaving her a message... OK livejournal, well I'm gonna go work on my project, that keeps up my spirits and makes me happy. I'm Outie!
~Ciao!