Mar 10, 2005 18:43
With all these people talking about there future and shit, You wanna know what I'm thinking about future wise right now, wither i should fries or burgers for supper. Your future is gonna happen wither you like it or not. I'm not saying sit back for the ride and procrastinate cause it's gonna happen wither you like to or not. But like sitting there worrying about your major or what your gonna do in 5 years is gay (i'm not politically correct, if you don't like it, don't read it.) And worrying about how large your student loan is gonna be cmon people. It's frickin paper and pieces of metal, why do you cherish it so. I think most people would trade happiness for money. Sure money can help exagerate happiness but it can't create it. There's no point lookin for signposts in the future cause it's not something you can look for, it's more like a blinding realization or a signpost slapping you in the face. I started out at school taking IS for two years and then switched to BA just in the middle of the year. Some may say well maybe Douglas MacNeil if you had sat and worried about your future you wouldn't have wasted that year and a half, or 2 years. But as i see it, It wasn't a waste, I had a good time, made some mistakes, learned some lessons. The money I paid for school was worth the memories from those years. Sure I have an idea of what I might be in the future, but nothing is written in stone. Tommorow I might decide I wanna dance (extreme gayness to get the point across) or tommorow I might get struck by lightning or win the lottery. Things are gonna happen all the time that are going to change your ideas or perspectives. That's why worrying about shit is so pointless, in 24 hours things could totally change and what you were worrying about would be pointless. Live life as it comes or it's gonna pass you by. So all in all, don't worry about meeting your soulmate, worrying isn't gonna make it easier to meet him/her/it. More apt to be a hinder, don't worry about what your taking at schoool, just do what you feel like doing. When you do that, there is no way you can be wrong. Don't worry about what other people think, cause they have a right to have an opinion and there's nothing you can do to change it. People are fucking idiots, no matter who you are, your gonna get made fun of. I'm no better, I make fun of people who listen to boy bands and shit like that. Were all insecure and have to have someone to laugh at to make ourselves better. You might end up on the short stick here or there with certain people, but just remember those people end up on the short end of the stick with others and people end up on the short stick of you. I'm no different, people make fun of me cause i'm heavy or cause I do stupid shit. Last time I checked I haven't gone anorexic or stopped doing stupid shit. Why cause I don't care about what people's opinion of me is. And about mates, fuck, where do I start. There's someone out there for every person, and anyone you meet that hasn't had that one person in there life, it's either cause they didn't want anyone in there life. Or they push them away without knowing it. I used to be one of those people who worried about shit like that, and I'm sure I pushed away girls I haven't even met because of the way I act. But you know what, I know that now, so I don't give a fuck. And about picking up people at the bar. There's nothing wrong with that, the only people who tell you are or either religious, can't do it(prolly cause they worry too much) or their in a relationship themselves. So unless your religious your not in that mode so do it there's nothing wrong with it. Just remember to wrap your shit. And the main lesson from my entire rant I just did, is not to stop posting what you do, Don't care what about others think and that includes me. and I don't care if you attack me for writing what I have written, your entitled to your opinion, just remember so am I and this is all that all this bullshit is. Oh yeah, I think I've decided on cooking burgers for supper thanks for wondering! Fuck you very much and good night
Dizzoug
PS. I love you all, and you know it, don't think otherwise
PPS. Oh yeah you wanna know what I wanna be in the future since half my friends posted about that recently. I hope I can be happy. I don't care what my job is as long as I'm happy doing it. I don't care if i'm broke as long as i'm happy doing it.
PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!