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Well, I just found out that one of my closest highschool friends is not engaged. This after I've spent the last couple of days assuming that she was since I hadn't heard from her, and the first e-mail out of the blue involved wanting my new address. A far stretch, I know, but she was very happy with her guy last time I talked to her.
Anyway. I open up her e-mail, heart pounding, and it turns out she's doing some fundraising for a trip to Sudan. Go figure.
Why did I care? I dunno. I had a crush on this girl for ages in highschool, but we didn't really stay in touch that much after graduation. We've pretty much gone our separate ways in life.
I'm pretty much funk free now, if you don't count the fact that I have no clean clothes. These periods of depression are so foreign to my intellect - if I can't figure out a reason that I feel a certain way (by that I mean a "good reason," and an immediate one) then I feel really bad about, well, feeling bad. Especially since I feel way too indulged and self obsessed during such times.
Anyway, that's my most recent news, besides the planning of trips to Scotland, the bay area, and Montana. I can't wait to get outta here for yet more vacation!
-I
Anyway. I open up her e-mail, heart pounding, and it turns out she's doing some fundraising for a trip to Sudan. Go figure.
Why did I care? I dunno. I had a crush on this girl for ages in highschool, but we didn't really stay in touch that much after graduation. We've pretty much gone our separate ways in life.
I'm pretty much funk free now, if you don't count the fact that I have no clean clothes. These periods of depression are so foreign to my intellect - if I can't figure out a reason that I feel a certain way (by that I mean a "good reason," and an immediate one) then I feel really bad about, well, feeling bad. Especially since I feel way too indulged and self obsessed during such times.
Anyway, that's my most recent news, besides the planning of trips to Scotland, the bay area, and Montana. I can't wait to get outta here for yet more vacation!
-I