Love & Depression
There are two Creed songs that put into words, the feelings that i have.
For My Ex-girlfriend, there is "My Sacrifice".
"When I'm with you, I'm Free."
When i was with her, before she broke up with me, I was free from depression. I was happy. When i was visiting her, I was saoring. She was quite literaly the wind beneith my wings.
The other song, "One Last Breath," Vocalizes my current mood. "Hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge."
Indeed, I need someone to hold me now. I'm creeping ever closer to the perverbial cliff. I'm losing my will to live once again, and without someone to support me, I fear that i'll get too close. As it is, I feel like crawling in my coffin and pulling the Dirt down over me. "Six feet doesnt seem so far down."
I Say for people not to worry, I'm not going to kill myself. I'm beginning to beleive that this is for my own benifit as much as theirs.
I have little will to live, So i sometimes daydream that i'm the one stepping in front of an armed robber, without fear, or that I'm in a wreck, and telling the paramedics to save the other people first.
Yes, my death is almost always on my mind.
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If i had a choice
to save myself or another
I hope i choose to save the other.
For in that instant
I would redeem myself
If not in my own eyes
then in those of the world
For life is a precious thing
Not to be thrown away
Suicide without reason is unforgiveable
on any level
But to accept death, That others may live...
THAT is the ultimate act of love.
For My Ex-girlfriend, there is "My Sacrifice".
"When I'm with you, I'm Free."
When i was with her, before she broke up with me, I was free from depression. I was happy. When i was visiting her, I was saoring. She was quite literaly the wind beneith my wings.
The other song, "One Last Breath," Vocalizes my current mood. "Hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge."
Indeed, I need someone to hold me now. I'm creeping ever closer to the perverbial cliff. I'm losing my will to live once again, and without someone to support me, I fear that i'll get too close. As it is, I feel like crawling in my coffin and pulling the Dirt down over me. "Six feet doesnt seem so far down."
I Say for people not to worry, I'm not going to kill myself. I'm beginning to beleive that this is for my own benifit as much as theirs.
I have little will to live, So i sometimes daydream that i'm the one stepping in front of an armed robber, without fear, or that I'm in a wreck, and telling the paramedics to save the other people first.
Yes, my death is almost always on my mind.
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If i had a choice
to save myself or another
I hope i choose to save the other.
For in that instant
I would redeem myself
If not in my own eyes
then in those of the world
For life is a precious thing
Not to be thrown away
Suicide without reason is unforgiveable
on any level
But to accept death, That others may live...
THAT is the ultimate act of love.