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i dont know what to think of myself anymore. sometimes i tell myself that i can do absolutely anything i want to as long as i put my mind to it, and other times i just tell myself theres no way this is happening. and even when i think something wont happen i'll work towards it anyway. its an awkward feeling to see the reality behind having a band for the majority of your teenage years fall apart. it feels like it could be so easy to just start er' back up again with some new people and see what happens. but thinking about it later on i realize theres more work than just playing shows, or recording. we would be starting over an entire evolutionary band process which took us pretty much three years to go through the first time around. and i dont even want to think about getting as far as college.
no. instead, im going to work with what we have now harder than before.
i swear to God i'll write songs every night if i have to.
no. instead, im going to work with what we have now harder than before.
i swear to God i'll write songs every night if i have to.