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okay so i have the sudden urge to make this post and it'll probably be awful but you know it's coming from so how couldn't it? ha. so i'm a pretty nice person if you ask me. most of the time i don't instigate fights and i'm nice to everyone mostly. i've only technically instigated about two fights in my life. one of those being with lindsay but personally i feel that beef was started by both of us and continues to be fueled by both of us. the second one is with avril and i don't even think i really knew what i was saying would cause that at the time. i know that the reason that fight still remains between both of us is because of both of us not just me. lately though it seems like everyone is dissing me when i never did anything to them. sure you may think i am a talentless airhead but that's no reason to go out of your way to diss me in your journal, the press, whatever. i've tried to be nice but lately it's been getting harder. i mean how would you feel if it felt like everyone just hated you for no reason? wouldn't that make you just become meaner in general? yet i continue to try to be nice to everyone minus those two exceptions and it seems like i get no credit at all. people just continue to make unnecessary comments about me. so please if you have some type of problem with me that i don't know about just tell me, jeez.