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I feel people who I care about are starting to all slip away.. Friends are all starting to disappear..
I have tried to be a good friend. People are sooo quick to point out my faults and trying to punish me for being who i am.
I am sick and tired of feeling I am not good enough for my friends and family. That I always have to be on my best behavior or people throw in my face that they are not going to be there.
I have tried calling certain people to talk about shit. but i never get a call back. It just makes me feel even more like shit not getting an explanation of ppl are ignoring me.
I have tried to be a good friend. People are sooo quick to point out my faults and trying to punish me for being who i am.
I am sick and tired of feeling I am not good enough for my friends and family. That I always have to be on my best behavior or people throw in my face that they are not going to be there.
I have tried calling certain people to talk about shit. but i never get a call back. It just makes me feel even more like shit not getting an explanation of ppl are ignoring me.